World DOESN'T OWE we ANYTHING!

got stabbed by this post (even I'm not teenagers anymore) 

I NEED A DOCTOR - Eminem ft. Dr. Dre ft. Skylar

I'm about to lose my mind

You've been gone for so long

I'm running out of time

I need a doctor

Call me a doctor

I need a doctor, doctor

To bring me back to life

[Eminem]

I told the world, one day I would pay it back.

Say it on tape and lay it, record it, 

so that one day I could play it back.

But I don't even know if I believe it when 

I'm saying that.

Doubt startin' to creep in, 

everyday it's just so grey and black.

Hope, I just need a ray of that

'Cause no one sees my vision

When I play it for 'em, they just say it's whack.

But they don't know what dope is.

And I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this.

All I know is you came to me when

 I was at my lowest.

You picked me up, breathed new life in me. 

I owe my life to you.

But for the life of me,

 I don't see why you don't see like I do.

But it just dawned on me; you lost a son. 

Demon's fightin' you, it's dark.

Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you.

I don't think you realize what you mean to me, 

Not the slightest clue.

'Cause me and you, were like a crew.

 I was like your sidekick.

You gon' either wanna fight when 

I get off this fvcking mic,

Or you gon' hug me. 

But I'm out of options, there's nothing else I can do cause...

[Chorus]

I'm about to lose my mind

You've been gone for so long

I'm running out of time

I need a doctorCall me a doctor

I need a doctor, doctor

To bring me back to life

[Eminem]

It hurts when I see you struggle.

You come to me with ideas.

You say they're just pieces, so I'm puzzled.

'Cause the sh!t I hear is crazy,

But you're either getting lazy, 

Or you don't believe in you no more.

Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form.

Can't make a decision, you keep questioning yourself,

Second guessing, and it's almost like your begging for my help.

Like, I'm YOUR leader.

You're supposed to fvcking be MY mentor.

I can endure no more!I demand you remember who you are!

It was YOU, who believed in me,

When everyone was telling you, don't sign me.

Everyone at the fvcking label, lets tell the truth.

You risked your career for me, 

I know it as well as you.

Nobody wanted to fvck with the white boy...

Dre, I'm crying in this booth.

You saved my life, now maybe it's my time to save yours.

But I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more.

But I ain't giving up faith, and you ain't giving up on me.

Get up Dre! I'm dying, I need you, come back for fvck's sake cause

[Chorus]

I'm about to lose my mind

You've been gone for so long

I'm running out of time

I need a doctorCall me a doctor

I need a doctor, doctor

To bring me back to life

Bring me back to life

[Dr Dre]

It literally feels like a lifetime ago

But I still remember the sh!t like it was just yesterday though

You walked in, yellow jump suit

Whole room, cracked jokes

Once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke

Went through friends, some of them I put on

But they just left, they said they was riding to the death

But where the fvck are they now

Now that I need them, I don't see none of them

All I see is Slim fvck all you fair weather friends

All I need is him fvcking backstabbers

When the chips were down, you just laughed at us

Now you bout to feel the fvcking wrath of aftermath, faggots

You gon' see us in our lab jackets and ask where the fvck we been?

You can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass

Little cracker jack beat making wack math,

Backwards producers, I'm back bastards

One more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I leave

And I guarantee they'll scream, Dre don't leave us like that man cause...

[Chorus]

Im about to lose my mind

You've been gone for so long

I'm running out of time

I need a doctor

Call me a doctor

I need a doctor, doctor

To bring me back to life

Bring me back to life

Bring me back to life

September 12, 2014

Thanks God for adding my age one more time.

If You ask me for a wish, I won't make a wish for myself. I'm tired to be selfish at all.

Just please blessed my parents with happiness, joyfull and peaceful for the rest of their live. Make them fells no sorrow anymore.

Please make my brother to be a better person. Give them second chance to improve their mistake. Please remind them if they are doing sin so that they are not repeat their mistake again and again. And to make their parents proud of too.

Please give my friends, my people around and everyone that knows me or they just meet me in a sec, a lucky life. They deserve everything better than me. Thanks for bring them to me anyway.

Thanks Jesus for being my best friend. Thanks for stand by me even I can't keep my promisses. Thanks for all pray that You still heard and grant. Thanks for all time to listen my drama more over thanks for not tired of that. I love you and I need You forever.

Please give that rainbow to me for the last.

Thanks abundantly (: